Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Self Destruction

I don't quite believe in Luck or Jinxes. I'm not sure exactly where I stand on those 2 things. I believe that you make your own luck. If you are a good person, good comes to you. If you are bad, that's exactly what you get in return. But I do believe you can ruin your happiness, which is what seems to be happening to me now. Everything is the same as it was 3 weeks ago when I was perfectly happy and content. But now all of a sudden my mind is a hurricane of thoughts and emotions and its ruining my happiness. And the crazy part is I don't know how or why. I can't quite pin point the thing that is making me so miserable. I just am. I need to learn how to allow myself to be happy with out self destructing.

I need to realize that I am fully deserving& capable of happiness.

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