Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
I Need Ideas
ok so I'm getting my 4th tattoo the week I get back from Florida in April. I CANNOT WAIT!!!
However I need some help. I have the concept of the tattoo that I want however I'm not exactly sure how to execute my concept. So if anyone can help it would be great.
So the concept is: Love hurts/kill but I'm strong enough to survive.
So any ideas would be appreciated. THANK YOU!!!
However I need some help. I have the concept of the tattoo that I want however I'm not exactly sure how to execute my concept. So if anyone can help it would be great.
So the concept is: Love hurts/kill but I'm strong enough to survive.
So any ideas would be appreciated. THANK YOU!!!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
A Woman's Worth
Please tell me how a nigga down in Florida can tell my worth & is willing & eager to make something work between us. Yet I'm so wrapped up over a nigga who just can't see my value. OMG! Like I've totally answered my previous posts question, yes, I am CRAZY! ARGH!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Am I Crazy?
I see so many people around me having babies. Everyone looks so beautiful and happy with their new additions or additions to be. And I want that. I want my own addition. Is that so wrong? Am I crazy because I want a bundle of joy? I've always wanted one but now that I see everyone else pregnant and giving birth I want one to. I know it sucks but I want to feel that love. Am I crazy?
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Degree
So I'm currently pursuing a Bachelors degree in Criminal Justice.
Is this a mistake?
Who knows.
People keep asking me, "Why the hell do you want to be a cop?!?"
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!
A police officer is NOT the only career which you can use a degree in CJ.
I do agree, Why the fuck would I want to be a cop?!.
I can't stand cops.
Yes I know not all cops are bad.
But it seems that all of the cops I have dealt with are rude, disrespectful, abuse their authority, corrupt ASSHOLES!!
So HELL no I do NOT want to be a cop. (and to think next semester I will be taking a class on policing. Yipdee fucking Doo!).
But ok back to my degree. lol
We live in a world where "the system" is corrupt.
There is NO going around that.
Everyone is FUCKED UP & ASSHOLES!
DUH!! It's something we just have to deal with! Right?
WRONG!!
I have decided to get a Criminal Justice degree so I can help fight from the inside.
YAY!
I want to make a difference.
I want to change the world. (however cliche that sounds)
I want to help our youth.
I think I have gone through enough of the BULLSHIT to help better someone elses life.
I want to work in the courts with the youth.
I want to be a Youth Court Counselor.
How fun does that sound?!
It sounds like a blast in my eyes.
This is what I've ALWAYS wanted to do & I have FINALLY found the PERFECT profession.
Now that I have FINALLY found the right career after 20 years.
Guess what?
I STILL have to WAIT another fuckin 4 years to get my degree.
What luck. lol.
Is this a mistake?
Who knows.
People keep asking me, "Why the hell do you want to be a cop?!?"
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!
A police officer is NOT the only career which you can use a degree in CJ.
I do agree, Why the fuck would I want to be a cop?!.
I can't stand cops.
Yes I know not all cops are bad.
But it seems that all of the cops I have dealt with are rude, disrespectful, abuse their authority, corrupt ASSHOLES!!
So HELL no I do NOT want to be a cop. (and to think next semester I will be taking a class on policing. Yipdee fucking Doo!).
But ok back to my degree. lol
We live in a world where "the system" is corrupt.
There is NO going around that.
Everyone is FUCKED UP & ASSHOLES!
DUH!! It's something we just have to deal with! Right?
WRONG!!
I have decided to get a Criminal Justice degree so I can help fight from the inside.
YAY!
I want to make a difference.
I want to change the world. (however cliche that sounds)
I want to help our youth.
I think I have gone through enough of the BULLSHIT to help better someone elses life.
I want to work in the courts with the youth.
I want to be a Youth Court Counselor.
How fun does that sound?!
It sounds like a blast in my eyes.
This is what I've ALWAYS wanted to do & I have FINALLY found the PERFECT profession.
Now that I have FINALLY found the right career after 20 years.
Guess what?
I STILL have to WAIT another fuckin 4 years to get my degree.
What luck. lol.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Wake Up Call
I had a wake up call last night and it was wonderful. I have come to realize that God is #1 in my life however lately I have not been showing Him. So it is time to change that. He is my Savior, my Guidance, my Father, my World. And it is time for me to show you Him and give him the gratitude I feel. I am giving myself to Him. I am entrusting him with my entire life. & with His help I know that I will get through anything that is thrown at me. With His guidance I will be saved & I will survive & strive!
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